It sucks to have my huge, kick ass bed all to myself. I'm so damn lonely in that bed. The worst part about it is that I know the person I want to share my bed with is in bed with another man.
The fact that I'm a little sad right now is compounded by the fact that my EX is so openly happy, and has never been so happy in her life, now that she's with her new man... ugh.
Later that same day...
16 years ago
2 comments:
maybe you shouldn't read her blog...at least until some more time passes.
yeah, i hate being in a bed alone.
::hug::
-RH
it's not only the blog... it's difficult to avoid her happiness, but I don't really need to avoid it. It's not just her. She's happy, new girl's happy with 'some guy', and UCF photog is happy with her boyfriend. When you're single (and unhappy about it) you notice all the people around you who aren't. I see the couple on the bus flirting, the couple holding hands walking across campus, the couple kissing in the rain. Granted, school has started so there are more of these couples to notice now, but they seem to stand out more.
More than anything I'm jealous of the exciting feeling of new love, with all its potential.
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